Good evening everyone... Just got back home. Jamming today was unbelievably lame... Cos there was no Fabian and no Shen. Fabian said he had projects to do so we got Lamer to cover again... But guess what!!! Shen decided not to come for jamming and he didn't tell us! We tried to call him but his handphone was off. *fume*

I managed not to think too much about her today... I mean, its been what 4 months already? People are getting frustrated that I still feel the pain? I don't blame them... I wouldn't like being around someone whose always so moody. Its not like I'm not trying... Its just that once in a while the emotions really hit hard and I'm left gasping and struggling again.

Didn't spend time with God yesterday and I have been doing things that are not pleasing to Him... Sickeningly human. I'm not going to go back to what I was. Going to spend time with God now... Need to ask for forgiveness. :P

::: Verse of the Day :::
"...offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." |Romans 12:1-2|